Lord, today I don't have words. 

At the moment, I have a million questions.....

I know it is questions I'm not suppose to ask ???

But at the same time ..... I just want to cry.

Lucky for me, You know my heart, and You know I don't mean any harm.

Lucky for me, You made me a fighter and You will help me - 

I know You will help me to overcome this feelings.

And, yes, there you have it.It is so easy to let your feelings and emotions cloud your judgement.

As I'm sitting here - my diamond for today is becoming more apparent.

Positive thinking !!!

This is probably the hardest thing for me. To always be positive. To have a positive attitude, to have a positive outlook on my life, to always see the positive side of my circumstances. When days like today come my way it feels as if the devil just want to crash me. It is as if he is rubbing my nose in my failures and every one else's success is thrown in my face. After all of this - then comes the guilt. The guilt for letting my emotions take over against my better judgement.

I've been reading and hearing about positive thinking for years now and still I'm struggling to live that life.

But as the time goes by it is becoming easier and with the help of God, the negative stuff doesn't drive me to that far end of darkness any more. Don't get me wrong I still get the feelings but I'm not afraid to lay down my emotions in front of God. Sometimes I just cry at His feet - without any words. 

You see when you give the negative to God, He can make you see the positive. He has healing powers and He can take your pain away. He is the only one you can trust to do this - to heal your soul completely. 

The difference between today and any other day is this. I'm not afraid any more to humble myself in front of God. To acknowledge my complete dependence to Him.

With God on your side you will see - without a doubt the positive side of things. You will see that although sometimes you are vulnerable, He is right there beside you. He loves you in abundance.

And with this in mind - you will be set free.

GOD LOVES YOU !!!

God's love for you is the only thing you need to attack every negative emotion.

God's love for you is enough to carry you threw any war you might have.

Let us all focus on God !!! Let's appreciate the blessings He gave us !!!

Let's make the choice to be positive. A positive attitude, although it seems insignificant can change your day. It can change your day, your month, your year. It can change your life !!!